Almost there with my perm job. it has been about 9 months in this line. Work load is like the teachers in the school but paid that lil. But well... there is a whole lot of things that teachers do and i don't do. Anw, things are still blurry about this status. no budget for upgrading skills. Promotion is up to a senior AED. As for now that is what we heard.

This is like Confucius himself being CONFUSED.

However, the best part is knowing and teaching the students and also learning from the them.

The kids that i have, they don't come from the PERFECT family that majority of us have. They live in a house cramped with parents, siblings, aunts, uncles, cousins and grandparents. They don't even have proper food for any time of the day.

They teach me how to be happy with what i have now. How to smile wen i am troubled with many issues..

At times, i feel like i want to sweep their feet of the ground and take them home with me. BUT that is impossible. There are too many of them for me. So i shall make do with what i can in school, for them.

The next best thing is that I AM ENGAGED.. not like the phone line is engaged but FINALLY, engaged to my one and only bf for the past 6 yrs on 16 Feb 2010. It was the closest feeling of like being married but yeah.. tho it was weird feeling of sitting in the room, the waiting part, the photo taking part.. but i have went thru that and i can't wait for the ACTUAL DAY to feel it all over again. =p

Now, the planning part have yet to begin.. Taking it slow but hopefully it would start to pick up soon as the actual day would be next year. Most prob, after raya. InysaAllah...

Abg dearest, thank you for making this few months such a blissful time (*ehem no serious fighting and all). Really hope that we can go thru this year till our wedding day without any MAJOR hiccups. I love you with all my heart and you know that i know that we both know that we can't wait for the wedding day. Let us (or me most of the time) have the berangan2 now and at the same time save as much money as we can. Orite! =)

The last chapter, my family and friends.. Sadly to say, some have went off and happy to say some stayed on and some have popped up again.

Firstly to say WELCOME to Baby Mairah into this family. May the cuteness of you stay as long as you can (*wishes that u stay this babyish cute and never grow.. heheh).

Oh and WELCOME Kia Cerato Forte~ May you avoid all unnecessary major and minor accidents on the road and hope u will be a good boy rite. Me and you shall go thru this unwinding road together........ (Only you and i know that....)

Apart from that, my grandmother (father side) is staying at my house (as for now...). A whole of issues to begin about her and the whole gang but i shall let it be.

As for my frens, Sikin is pregnant! Yuhooo! And Yat, cut the story, has finally found her TRUE man that she is engaged to. Wishes you both all the happiness and strength for many years to come and gladly to say i am so happy for the both of you.

No changes for Zila and Azam tho.. But really hope they would too tie the knot soon! hehehehe.. and Roddy my dear, love will find its way back to u. Be strong and stay happy as u r cos God always know what you need. HE is just testing you, you know. =)

Karutz Familyz aka my Siglapian frens. Some have DISAPPEARED cos of other committments. New gf, new bf, sch, work...and some have popped out of nowhere. But these 3 have always been there. Affan, Azmi and Fida. They might never know it but i do treasure the time we always had tho for just that monopoly deal game. They are my next closes frens that i have apart from my ITE babes.

Just a few days ago, we had like a mini reunion with Faz, Izyan, Sab, Shikin & fam, Nadirah, Marliana Boon and I tell you all, that was THE BEST NIGHT in the 2010!

Seriously, we laugh the same way as we did many years back and we can still remember the things we did in school. Hahah.. those days... Really hope that we can just do this more often than making it just a one night stand. Really hope that, that night had rekindled those lights that had went off for many years....... I really hope.

With that, i end my whole year list that had happened to me. And i'll be back soon.. InsyaAllah...

How to make someone appreciates, misses, love even more that one person whom had been there for years?

Currently all i know is that being apart does. Or when there is a tragic thing tt happen (doesnt mean only death..)

But i wanna be open to the possibilities...

seriously.. I do want to know..

Anw yesterday nite was out w my dearest frens for bowling and dinner at marina square. Well.. it always had been Marina Square for bowling and dinner. hehehe.. We went from secret recipe (which no one served us), to pizza hut( long queue) and finally to swensen.. Hahaha..

So just visit me facebook alright for pics.. =D

hehehe.. so lazy to upload at blog.. 

leceh pon ader.. malas pon ader...

oritey... tts all...

I got the shocked of my life today wen i opened a letter from RELC. I was expecting the letter but i wasn't expecting the results.

Seriously for the past 1 mth plus, i thought i would fail, not get the MOE job and have to go through the trouble of searching of a new job and possibly study full time.

But but but... I actually passed. Alhamdulillah... But boy, u didnt see my hand shook when reading the letter. How can i possibly pass when I totally suck at the oral exam! hahaha.. maybe it was the written exam. 

So i guess, MOE is the next step for me.. I hope all will be well. This is definitely a new platform for me to step on. 

Pray for me everyone!

hehehe..