raya came, and now it feels raya went.

apart from the strain and communication breakdown somewhere, i tot things things are getting better. be it for friends and him.

but then it took a toll yesterday, when he has to work on sat at 6pm plus having theory lesson or test for 2a at 2pm. i dun mind of the thoery thingy. but the work, i know he had the ability to change at least, the timing when the boss sms him the schedule. but he didnt. but now wad can i do? I have feelings u noe as much as u have. and all of sudden i just cant be upset cos u have to work. fine tt is how u c it. sorry for the first attitude though but when i say what i feel, u just cant accept it. so where can i say what i feel??

now u say u're no mood for raya with the upsets and expectations. how abt me?

ya i am sorry i badly wanted to drive and expect u to drive as well. but that is old history.
we r now taking bus. then u say organiser is not replying or talking to u.

u think she really talks to me?

i am just thankful to rod and zila for just not giving me the same cold shoulder for wad has happened.

im done.